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Well, I've lost more of my vision in my right eye. Anything I try to read is jumping or spotty...it is not clear...but it doesn't look like the smeared world I saw on Saturday. It was like someone had put vaseline on my glasses and I couldn't read anything on the eye chart except that initial huge E, even it was fuzzy.

I'll be on 20mg prednisolone for three weeks, then evaluation. It happened in April when I got down to six and it happened again Saturday. I'm just not interested in taking any more chances with my eyesight. I want to stay in my apartment.

At almost 80, I have so much to be thankful for. I'm at peace with where I am. I'm just hoping I can remain independent, communicate with all of you, my friends in the states, and paint. I'm content and even though some more sight has been lost I can still see plenty.

Life can be so damn demanding in different ways and has been at different times over the years..being where I am right now... isn't really such a bad deal. xoπŸ’–

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Luciejc profile image
Luciejc

Marilyn, you are absolutely amazing! You are an inspiration and my hero. I'm so glad that you were able to see your doctor and be treated so quickly. Timing is so important when it comes to our precious eyesight. Thank you for updating us. You have been in my thoughts since you first posted. You are in a good place...stay there and be well.πŸ’–and hugs.

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Grammy80β€’ in reply toLuciejc

Thank you Jean...things look so much better than they did Saturday! That was scarry. I'm just staying on 20 mg per day for a bit and we'll see. Thanks for the support.

Being on the forum and listening and learning what many of these ladies have been through and carried on ....has been a tremendous inspiration to me.

Take good care! xo πŸ’–πŸ’–

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SheffieldJane

Right! That is quite a lot to take in. Your positive attitude is brave and commendable. What kind of chances do you feel you took? Do you mean your Pred dosage or the demands you made upon your sight?

Is there an organisation that you can consult that will help/advise and train you to make the very best of the visual impairment that you have? I would want to know what kind of equipment and technology are available to help me. I expect that right now I would want to stay in my apartment and assess the change without taking any chances. All change requires a period of adjustment. Having things to be grateful for and being at peace are tremendous gifts. I am sure you will retain your independence. Life is so damn demanding at each different stage - relentlessly at times - in amongst the inexplicable gifts and treasure. Sending love and hugs at this challenging time and my best regards to handsome Gus. 😽 keep us in touch with your progress. Love Jane xoxo πŸ’–πŸŒΊπŸ’–

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Grammy80β€’ in reply toSheffieldJane

Jane! You are up late, if I'm right??😍😍 When I refer to taking chances, I mean that I'm not willing to work really hard at reducing my dosage of Prednisolone if every time I'm ready to go from 6mg to 4mg...I lose some more sight. I'm not willing to risk it again. My labs were normal too....symptoms rule.

There is an awesome organization here, The Iris Foundation. They have helped me so much. Since Covid there have been no visits but they helped with lighting and gadgets...and tips. She even organized a painting area for me....I think lots of people knew that would be my pleasant escape before I did. I'm a wanna be artist but enjoy it.

You have such an organization in the UK but I think a different name possible. Thanks for all the love, hgs and support~!!πŸ’–πŸ’– Right back at you. Really, even though things are fuzzy, they are so much better than Saturday!!

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SheffieldJaneβ€’ in reply toGrammy80

The Iris Foundation is the kind of organisation I meant. We have the RNIB but I’ve heard that it’s a bit behind the times. The technology available is amazing though.

What kind of paintings do you do? I have completed two portraits of my grandsons ( got a likeness but not the sweetness) and some little skull tee light holders in Mexican patterns.

Yes I am awake in the early hours, with a sore throat ( not great with Tocilizumab) and worry about my son’s future career prospects.

Are your doctors connecting the sight loss with your taper? We really do work in the dark. I am coming down rapidly too.

Jane x

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yorkiemeβ€’ in reply toSheffieldJane

I hoped that you might pass on a slice of that "worried about my sons future," cake. I would imagine that besides being a great inspiration to many of us fellow travellers you are just as good at loading up what you need to make "tough," even "tougher,"

Would you be annoyed if I told you that I love all of your good stuff,advice and everything,but I don't want the "tough," lesson.lol.

All joking apart I can only imagine the cumulative effect of your "load," at this moment in time so I'm hoping it will get better,quickly.Take care.

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Grammy80β€’ in reply toyorkieme

πŸ’–πŸ’–

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SnazzyD

Your courage is impressive! πŸ’πŸ’. I hope you get a smoother ride soon.

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DorsetLadyPMRGCAuk volunteer

Hi,

β€œI'll be on 20mg prednisolone for three weeks, then evaluation”.

If things deteriorate in any way in those 3 weeks you know what to do. Fingers crossed they won’t! But should they, then don’t ask us - go to ER immediately.

Good luck.

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Yellowbluebellβ€’ in reply toDorsetLady

I have just heard from her and her rheumy has said to reduce to 6mg!!!

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DorsetLadyPMRGCAuk volunteerβ€’ in reply toYellowbluebell

What!!!

Where do these people come from?

I trust you put her right.

Yellowbluebell profile image
Yellowbluebellβ€’ in reply toDorsetLady

Told her not to do anything of the sort and that even 20mg was still low. She was going to call him but like lots of people I dont think she finds it easy.

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Grammy80β€’ in reply toYellowbluebell

I did call ....it wasn't easy....but he stuck to his guns. I know from ALL of you on here it is crazy, crazy, crazy..........xo

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Grammy80β€’ in reply toDorsetLady

I know...I know...normal labs...that is his argument...I'd be without a doctor...yes, I may be without something else, I know...this stinks. xo

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DorsetLadyPMRGCAuk volunteerβ€’ in reply toGrammy80

Well you need to boot him off your case..,and find one who’s a bit more sensible.🌺

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Yellowbluebellβ€’ in reply toGrammy80

Definitely, the man is a danger. You can not risk your sight. How much pred have you got? Can you get a prescription from your ordinary doctor. You need a new rhrumy like DL says and urgently. Hugsxxx

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Grammy80β€’ in reply toYellowbluebell

Over here....if you have GCA you see a rheumatologist...you are referred to one immediately....and no one else will prescribe the steroids or deal with the taper...it is hands off. For the ophthalmologist to tell me to take 20 mg...is really unheard of. I've got to make a decision....and she just might prescribe some???

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Yellowbluebellβ€’ in reply toGrammy80

See her and say what your rgrumy is saying and doing. You see her thursday don't you. Hopefully she will see how dangerous this is.xx

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MrsNails

Oh Grammy, my heart goes out to you πŸ’— Life is just not fair!.....

You are amazing how you pick yourself up & so determined not to be defeated but as we know it really is the only way.

Sending you hugs & warm wishes πŸ™πŸΌ

Love

Angela 🌺🌺🌺

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scats

Not the news I want to see when I come here first thing, I'm so sorry. Do make sure you take the pred you need.

Thinking of you, and wishing you all the best. xx πŸ‘¨πŸΌβ€πŸ€β€πŸ‘¨πŸΌπŸ‘¨πŸΌβ€πŸ€β€πŸ‘¨πŸ»πŸ‘¨πŸ»β€πŸ€β€πŸ‘¨πŸ»πŸ‘¬πŸ‘©πŸΏβ€πŸ€β€πŸ§‘πŸΌπŸ‘¨πŸ½β€πŸ€β€πŸ‘¨πŸΌπŸ‘©πŸΏβ€πŸ€β€πŸ§‘πŸΎπŸ‘©πŸΏβ€πŸ€β€πŸ§‘πŸ»

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alvertta

So sorry to hear this. I hope things feel better soon. Positive thoughts!!

tangocharlie profile image
tangocharlie

If it looks like GCA is still flaring do you need to be on more than 20 Pred?

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Grammy80β€’ in reply totangocharlie

Probably...but I'm getting nowhere....I wish I had a huge stash and didn't need to ever see him again....xo Old Grammy's not so pleasant tonight is she? Grrr xo

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Yellowbluebellβ€’ in reply toGrammy80

You are allowed to be as angry as you want. This isnt right. The man needs some serious lessons on gca is managed.

alvertta profile image
alverttaβ€’ in reply toGrammy80

Grouchy is good!!!

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tangocharlieβ€’ in reply toGrammy80

Your eyesight and more is at risk if you don't get the right dose sorted. Demand a second opinion. Wave the guidelines for managing GCA at the rheumatologist and ask him to explain why on earth he is going against them

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Dilly-B

Big hug - if you want it. :)

Telian profile image
Telian

Disgraceful situation and enough is enough. Speak to your GP /Ophthalmologist for extra pred ASAP. You’re stoicism Is to be commended - any further deterioration straight to ER.

I do feel for you, I recently left my neighbour., before moving, in a similar situation. He won’t move out of his place for anyone. If your courage is a measure your remaining site will stay.

Thinking of you. 🌹 xxx

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Grammy80β€’ in reply toTelian

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Skysey profile image
Skysey

I am so sorry to hear of the changes in your vision. You are amazing and inspirational. Despite this big set back, you are so positive. You are right that it is not worth taking any more chances when it comes to your eyesight. Relax as much as you can at home and I hope your sight improves again with the increase in pred. Xx

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Grammy80β€’ in reply toSkysey

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