I don't do chat rooms, forums and communities. I am not anti-social, I'm not stuck up and I am not avoiding people like me. Its simply I have found them places in the past where I drown in the negativity, where positive energy is gobbled up by feeders and never returned, where I am oftern misunderstood. I have been criticized for being too positive, accused of not being ill enough and have generally had a poor experience. As an insomniac I have plenty I can do, art, write, work etc but sometimes I just want to hangout. However that has changed and I have found two places have made a big difference, this blog and one chat room.
Tonight I hung out with the finest :: Steve in a martian outfit, Linda with her insightful words and hotter than my home made chilli. Gary who sang to us sublimely, El who strummed guitar and a chorus of friends having a good time. Rare, oh yes, unexpected, indeed, wonderful yes truly. I didn't tell them but at one point I was weeping. A mixture of joy and sadness. Why all of us cannot behave in such a kindly fashion is beyond me, but now it doesn't matter, this group exists. For friendship, support, laughter and music PDchat Room is the place. Thanks to them, from me. Kindest C