I'm new here and this is my childhood pain lifetime

[Ammaroyals199]

(j)(a)(y) for you to read.. when you alonely

(think) home alone raining baking wachting some cartoon , remember Once life in childhood hide self in the toilet, steal money from mother to bought a ice cream to friends when they get mad when they bully today who was stupid wear shirt XL size and pants X size look so funny, Who hiding self in toilet whole days, who always asked to go toilet, who is nervous girls, who waiting for daddy alone and friends left,, who pee in the class room, who got a hit from football all the time and everyone laughing, who steal 500 thb from mother cuz someone said if no ice cream tomorrow you will don't have friends, who ask to paid for lunch canny to friends bcoz afraid they will not talk with they will not invited with, who sit alone and looked at they are whispers ,who have no match or buddy all tike, who have to make some fun for showing I'm exit, who will be the last choice to be with it (me)(me)even now more than 9,125 days living I'm not sure that they want to have me in their life I'm not sure who I can call friends, I'm not sure who I can call if I need to talk, who I can call if I alonely, Who care about I'm looking forward to see, who will care after talking about trip and ignore my excited and next days they are going , I'm wonder I'm wondering if I not contact someone in 1 mins I found you but you said 3 years couldn't contact me, I wondering if that day I didn't start text a msg will you all missing me

[ssdw1958]

I am sorry 😐 that you were delt a crummy deck of cards but you can fix it by not dealing with those people that are so mean towards you. Remember you control your own destiny. I am sure there is one person that you can talk with something even if it’s the weather I know your saying hey lady are you serious. I was bullyed when I was a kid and it really did stink or I wanted to use another word but I am trying to be a good person.

I use to run to school because I was always told I was going to get beat up. Boy it’s unbelievable how fast you can run when someone says that. I now that it’s easier said than done but try to make the change it’s your turn to do something for you.

I hope this gives you a little bit of help.

Take it easy and have a Great 👍 Monday.

I need to get some 💤 sleep

Good luck and good morning.

ssdw1958

[Itsallinthehips]

How old are you?

You need to talk to the school, or your parents . Stealing from your own family is wrong. I know they are bullying you but that’s not what you do.

Have you spoken to anyone about this?

I’m a little confused as to what’s going on?