I am lying in bed awake through pain,the last thirty years or so I have dealt with pain but the last few years it has been one thing after another,which has come to the point I am at my lowest. The pain is winning,I am on morphine and numerous other tablets for different things ,the main pain is caused by a trapped nerve in lower back also gout,arthritis,high blood pressure,two stokes,capriltunnel,depression,I have tried a number of things over the years the surgeon said operating would be to dangerous.the only thing that keeps me hear is my beautiful grandchildren,my wife is my carer but I would rather we could do what comes normal but due to my condition and meds it's not on,so it's not just the pain it's how it changes things sorry to go on I have even lost my friends through the years. I as I ly hear in bed feeling sorry for myself hope that in joining this that maybe someone will come up with the answer how to keep going as. Even with all I should be grateful for I am finding it hard .
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