I have my appointment on Tuesday to get results of my end of treatment scan. Based on feedback from the surgeons and the medical team I've already been told that I'll be in the best possible position that I could be in (which I assume is no evidence of disease). So I'm expecting good news but am having a major wobble - everyone talks about fighting cancer but I've sat back and let the medical teams get on with what they need to do and all I've had to do is deal with the side effects. It feels quite scary that I will most likely be signed off on Tuesday (subject to 3 monthly checks) and discharged to return to the real world. I know I should be celebrating but I'm feeling quite anxious about leaving this bubble behind, at least for now.
Has anyone felt like this?