Just wanted to post and vent and hopefully feel better. I( have my first scan Friday post 6 cycles of chemo. I am nervous and anxious even though my numbers are good. I think I feel worse three weeks out of chemo than when I was having it. I have more aches and pains and my neuropathy in feel is unbearable. My chemo brain is worse now that before.
I fell last night and cracked two ribs and my sternum giving the dog a bath. I went down like a ton of bricks. I am bruised and sore but the dog is clean. I really think i have underlying fear of the CT? and that life will never be the same again. The doc says that the average time of occurrence is 18-24 months.
My best friend committed suicide in January after completely beating Hodgins Lymphoma. she did have mental health problems her whole life but i could really use her right now. I have two college children living at home because they cannot find good paying jobs in their fields. Could not make it on their own yet.
Sorry to ramble on but really having a down week.
I hope everyone else is on the upswing.
XX to All, Carol