I've just finished my last chemo on Tuesday. Yay!!! Ended up having 9 instead of the 6 first said. It's been difficult but I don't have to tell you guys. What I wondered is when does the crying and anxiety stop?? I'm not crying for the fear of cancer returning it's more crying for the old life I've lost and don't know how to get back. I have nothing to do all day but rest and watch tv. It's horrible. I just don't know how to find my love for life again. Does it wear off with the chemo side effects?