This is the week after my second round of chemo and it's 3.30am. I'm feeling terrible, Ive had the worst couple of days with feeling zapped. The pains in my legs and arms yesterday, I thought were bad but do not compare to today. I've developed a sore throat, which I think are ulcers and struggling to eat, so the nausea had returned. I'm usually positive but at the moment I'm feeling I can't do this, it's too much! Hopefully this will pass soon and I'll be feeling more normal, whatever that is now. I just wanted to acknowledge all you brave people out there, who are battling through this, as I don't feel I've fully appreciated how tough this can be until this evening.