Well after my very emotional day at the hospital yesterday I didn't sleep much last night.
I'm having what's called extensive ultra radical surgery, which involves removal of any signs of cancer from my organs.
I say emotional as I had a meeting with a stoma nurse just in case they find anything on my bowel and they have to remove it. I can't quite believe it. Just something else to add to my worry.
The surgeon talked about operating on my liver if necessary, removal of spleen if any evidence found there, etc.....
My ct scan shows no sign of disease on my spleen, liver or bowel, but they say until I'm opened up they cannot guarantee this.
I know all this is worst case scenario but it doesn't stop me worrying as I won't know until I come awake after the op.
I'm already scared for the op and now I am having it done with so many unknowns??
Has anyone else been through this kind of surgery?? Any advice??