into my last cycle of chemo now - 2 weeks of plaxitaxel left and I feel rubbish for being so miserable!!! Had my last carboplatin last Tuesday and this is the worst I've felt - can't stop feeling sick and am getting a bit fed up of everyone saying "only 2 weeks left". Does that make me really ungrateful? I know it's nearly over but that doesn't help how I'm feeling right now, and there's also that paranoia in the back off head that this may not have worked. Sorry for the miserable post - need to offload and feel guilty for not being more happy that 18 weeks of chemo is nearly over!