How graphic can I be - in the search to find a fellow sufferer or to give others hope that there ARE other people who suffer like me/like you.
I get swear words and suicidal commands repeating in my head all the time from morning till night....is so bad that I have on numerous occassions over the last year and a half have tried to take my own life to get peace for my mind.
on new and increased meds, but not very hopeful as been on similar before and it didn't help.
I would give anything just ANYTHING for a peaceful ordinary mind
I am a born again Christian and would be glad of any messages you may want to write to me.
you name it I've tried it..prostate in anguish in prayer to the Lord, fasting and praying, hundreds of fam and friends praying..practicing distraction and relaxation...NOTHING puts this devil away. I feel cursed and forgotten
any comments welcome