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I wish the tears go away.........

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As you all know i had a seizure last Saturday and everything that has come after.Well today has been another rough day. I have been very weepy on and off all day. Every time someone asks me did i have a nice Christmas and i tell them about it i get weepy. I am still very very tired.I know i have only had the sleeping tablets for one night and i won't feel right for a while. Well this afternoon i thought i would help hubby by putting the stuff back in the cupboard after the gasman had been,well guess what i cocked it up as i couldn't get the shelves in right. I ended up really sobbing like the world was going to end. Nothing seems to go right everything i touch goes wrong. I just pray next year will be better than this one has been. Hugs to you all.xxxx

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freesthomas profile image
freesthomas

Hi Sylvi.... I really feel for you and hope that after everything that has happened that some good can follow 🤞 I think it’s best to have a damn good weep instead of bottling it all in. Hopefully 2018 will be a healthier and happier year x

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sylvi in reply to freesthomas

So do i darling so do i and hugs for you as well.xxx

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allanah

It's probably all just the reaction to the illness and your fit coming out now.

Be kind to yourself. Rest up and if you're feeling lower than usual maybe chat with your docs.

Illness is a hard cross to bear. But bear it you do whilst supporting others. You're a marvel. Keep that in mind x

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sylvi in reply to allanah

Oh Allanah thank you i don't feel like a marvel thats for sure.xxxx

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allanah in reply to sylvi

Well you are. You know how much you support me by message. So thank you and look forward to a better new year x

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sylvi in reply to allanah

Thank you darling i am glad i could help someone even if i can't help myself yet.xxxx

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ruth_p

Oh Sylvi, I'm so sorry to hear you are feeling so down. Keep on with the sleeping tablets to help you get more sleep and if you need to sleep during the day then do that too. Look after yourself and do something you enjoy that isn't too energetic! Or do something to pamper yourself like a deep moisturisation on your face or hands. Gentle hugs.

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sylvi in reply to ruth_p

Thank you darling.xxxx

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Izzyowl

So sorry you are going through such a rough time Sylvi. I hope the Doctors get to the route cause of the seizure as soon as possible. That must have been so scary. We have a tough battle on our hands with RA don't we.

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miss

Oh dear Sylvia hope things will improve for you. You help others with this disease you do well lovely.

I think you need to rest up. Perhaps you may be able to try some new drugs?

Sending you a big hug. Xxx

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sylvi in reply to miss

Thank you darling i really appreciate that.xxxx

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DC56

We can only hope that the New Years brings everyone a bit of what we need , and most definitely you need a bit of luck to go with it , keep your chin up sweetheart love Dawn x

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sylvi

Thank you all for your lovely words.xxxx

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Matilda_1922

I'm sorry to see your feeling down today. Sometimes having a cry can let it all out. Hope 2018 is a better year for you x

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LizzieR

Thinking of you hon x Hang on in there x

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food-lover

Morning silvi. You have had such a dreadful time of things lately. Don’t be so hard on yourself. It’s clear you have a very strong family and it is hard to see them hurt as well. The tears are a reaction to what you have been through. They will stop as you improve and gradually get back to normal. Thinking of you and wishing you all a very happy new year. X

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sylvi in reply to food-lover

Thank you food lover your so right i am always hard on myself,i am good at giving advice not so good at taking it,ironic isn't it. I also think i need to know how ill i am.xxxx

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MaryTH

Oh bless you Sylvi, you just need to give yourself time. Hope things soon settle. Happy New Year to you and your family xx

Mary

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Happygranny1958

Hi Sylvi, you have had a rough time lately, one thing after another, but you have still been there supporting family, friends and all your friends on this site. You have battled through a lot and kept us all amused with your Christmas pictures. You take it easy now and let yourself rest, you may have pushed yourself too much. Crying is a release and there is nothing wrong with that, hopefully you may feel a bit better for it. I really hope things get better soon and you have a much nicer 2018. Best wishes. X

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sylvi in reply to Happygranny1958

Oh darling thank you for those lovely words,you are all so supportive of me.xxxx

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Ruth12345

You have been a real encouragement to me as I have read what you have written over the past 3months since I joined this forum. You are very well thought of. I cant really add to anything that has been said earlier but we all seem to be the types that are hard on ourselves so we understand your frustration. Take care my dear and I look forward to reading your journey of feeling better.

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sylvi in reply to Ruth12345

Aww thank you my darling i really appreciate your words. I never see myself the way you all describe me.xxx

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Bookworm55

Hang on in there, Sylvi - one day at a time. All very best for 2018 to you all. X

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moallen

So sorry to hear that. Hang on in there, a very wise old friend of mine used to say - "this too will pass". And she was usually right

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helenlw7

Oh no , Sylvi. I’d love to come and give you a hug, and share you pain. Instead I’m sending you hugs over the airwaves.

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sylvi in reply to helenlw7

Aww thank you darling.xxx

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Dotty55 in reply to sylvi

Dotty55Hi silvi sorry to how you are feeling on 31st of October I fell down stairs sleep walking I have had the same low feelings and couldn't stop crying I went to the fracture clinic on the 20th of December they did an exray and said it wasn't healing very well still in a lot of pain and still taking the oramorth as well as all my other pain killers.and on the 27th December went to the orthopaedics I told them iwas still in a lot of pain with the fractures in my back and the fractures x2 in my neck and how low iwas and feeling very t,irked I was she said I would be my body had a hell of a trauma and lucky I wasn't cropped or had died she said it would take a long time I still have to wear my neck collar and my back brace and to go back in six weeks to see the consultant and for exrays and I may have to have surgery on my back my hubby forgot to help me to the Loo as I can't put my back brace on myself he also forget to leave me a drink and had to get it my self and I straightened the back I was in agony with my back I am also independent like yourself I wish you a 2018 as you have been throu

Lots of tiny hugs

Dotty55

xxxxxx

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sylvi in reply to Dotty55

Oh my darling you are in a bad way my darling what can i say that would make your pain any easier,i don't have any broken bones to recover to recover from but your right we have both been through the mill haven't we. I have realised that last Saturday i nearly died. Now that is a bit of a shock i can tell you.

You take care my darling and we will we take our slow recovery together shall we. Hugs to you lovely lady.xxxx

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Amkoffee

It's not uncommon for this kind of roller coaster of emotions after a serious Medical events.

Ah Sylvi it's ok to cry. You have been through a lot. Be gentle with yourself and remember you are a survivor.And also remember that you do a lot of good with the kindness you spread. xx

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Neonkittie17

Hugs to you Sylvi. I know you love Christmas and it's been a difficult one with you feeling unwell so no wonder you feel fed up. Hoping you are soon on the mend and brighter. xxx

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Cherub198889

I am sending you the BIGGEST & GENTLEST bear hug from across the pond.

Lack of sleep can make anyone crazy, so don't beat yourself up about sobbing to your hubby about cupboard shelves.... I once had a heart wrenching cry at our local grocery store because I could find the "right" kind of bagels..... Yes, yes, lack of sleep can make anyone & everyone a little crazy.

Sending you another hug and hopefully a goodnight sleep

Your buddy,

Sue <3

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sylvi in reply to Cherub198889

Thank you for that huge bear hug it feels lovely and warm thank you.xxxxx

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