So I had ny appt with gthe rheumatology clonic and I got yet another registrar who I have never met, so I sort of lost it and started crying and said well if you read my notes you will know what is going on I am so sick of going through the whole story every time I come here. Where is the Dr I have been seeing before gone. etc etc. Anyway the rheumy I have been seeing since 2012 came in and told me I may not have RA and if I don't he has no idea what I have. I have to go for hand and foit U/S and if it shows no synovitis then I don't have RA. He will refer me to a pain clinic which I will get in to in about 12 months and I said if it is all CBT crap then I am not interested as I don't believe in it and it would be a waste of everyone's time. I also won't take lyrica or any of the other mind altering drugs or anti depressants so I think it is pointless. I told him I will just live on tramadol upping the dose as I am more unable to move or walk, what is the point. I guess I will get the junk diagnosis of fibromyalgia because no one can figure out what is wrong. I am so gutted and angry and upset. pushed off to no man's land because they have no idea what is wrong with me.