I haven't really got a question I'm just getting anxious every time I have to leave the house espicially if I'm by myself, feel rather silly,have been off work again because I started flaring but have to go back in a couple of weeks & I'm dreading it, just having to deal with people who say you look fine I sometimes feel like a phoney & wonder if it's in my head, I no its not but I just can't get my head around this horrible feeling. I've had ra for 4 yrs so thought it would get easier but it dosnt. Sorry for moaning but I had to get that off my chest hope everyone is well gentle hugs Michelle X