Well I'm so cross, I've been feeling a bit better this week but tried to do a little more today and now feel awful. My knees are really painful and burning hot and I feel so tired or ill or something, but just plain dreadful. I haven't even done that much.
I've taken a few weeks off work at the minute as I had been feeling so bad. I've been resting and I had really thought that with the rest and the steroid injection slowly kicking in I was starting to feel better. I heard a couple of days ago that they are doing a 'lean' study into the role I do, which usually means redundancies, not now but possible in a year, or a lowering of grade and responsibility etc. so I was really hoping that I'd get back to work sooner than I'd first thought. Now I'm not too sure after today, I feel worse than ever.
Hopefully I will get a call on Monday about when I can go for the first visit for my drugs trial ... Yes I decided to go for it ... But it'll be a few weeks before I start any meds and that's assuming I pass the screening. The 'lean' meeting is on 24th March and I know that a while away, but it's actually probably going to be slap bang when I start my drugs.
I've glanced through the posts on here tonight and I'm so tired I can't even read them all, even though I've friends that have posted that I want to offer support to and know what's happening with them.
So, sorry for not quite being there for anyone, feeling fed up and frustrated and just plain pooey, sorry that's a technical term and I think I've spelt it wrong!!