Another day gone.
Another week like this and I will need interning in a mental institution!
All in all, I've made some gross mistakes this week and I've been on the edge all week. I'm not one bit like that at all, I'm usually calm and patient
Ive also eaten for 5 and I'm completely out of control. Ive realised today that my horrible week was caused my me being on the edge all the time, I cannot continue like this.
I did not smoke. I do not have any cravings. I do not miss the cigarette.
But I am completely out of my mind. Any other time I would be on a very serious depression by now, no sign of it at all, thank god.
But I'm wired, aggressive, too sharp for my own good. I had the "pleasure " of listening back to a phone conversation between myself and an individual that pushed my buttons one tiny bit this week...omg....I felt so sorry for the poor soul, I nearly ate him alive!
If this doesn't improve, I'm heading to the Gp on Tuesday for medication, I need to get a night sleep and calm down before I murder someone.
That's my post for today, happy Halloween.... Hope everyone doing well.