Here's my first stupid thought. Why did I tell everyone I was trying to quit?? If I hadn't, I could have a sneaky fag now and then and no-one would be the wiser.
Really would love a cigarette tonight. Spent a few hours with a smoker outside a pub.
It was fine, no desire, until I came home, hence my idea of becoming a secret smoker or a secret non smoker, depending on the circumstances!!!
I'm 51. My mother asked me today how it was going. I told her it was over a week and she said..'well, you'll have to keep going now'
NO, no, I don't. I don't have to do anything!!!
I feel like a rebellious teenager.
Another thing, a couple of people have said to me 'your skin looks better'. What?? I've got great skin....or so I thought
What to believe?
Anyway, these are just random thoughts. Not smoked. Will not smoke tomorrow, that's the plan.
Hope everyone is ok x