I really want to post something more positive but this last week has been pure hell :(, bad enough that I didnt go to work and on friday went to my Doctor to ask for some help. Every morning after disrupted sleep all night I was sobbing almost uncontrollably I just couldnt get it together. The whole week I have been anxious which has left me exhausted and even more tearful........The Doc gave me some sleeping tablets which gave me 8 lovely hours sleep on friday night, last night I got about 6 hours uninterrupted. Tonight I am not allowed sleeping tablet (Doctos orders) soo fingers crossed I will sleep ok. Anyway I am signed off work for another week and i am hoping to get it together.
My Doctor gave me the stop smoking number for my area and said they would be able to help me............Quite excited I phoned them to be told that I cant get any help because I have already stopped smoking........I cannot believe it