Had a few medium cravings this afternoon, not bad enough to feel like I could launch a full blast war but enough to make me stand up and have to reaffirm my quitting reasons!!
It's made me evaluate my smoking habits and when the times were that I was more likely to pick up the cigs!! Funnily enough stressful situations don't trigger for me, have had a lot on my mind this week which has consumed my thoughts and not left a lot of room for cravings. This is a positive as I could be at a point which may be considered my most stressed ie, 3 children, deployed husband, life worries etc, and not only have I stopped within this time frame but (sorry to blow my own trumpet) nailed it ;)!!!
All this being said my worry was taken away today (long story) and I also found out my hubby has managed to wangle 4 weeks leave on his return both these pieces of news put me in my happy place and WHAM cravings are back, and in reflection I have always been like this, the best (or what I thought were the best) cigs were always in happiness, excitement or positive reflection!!
I have always maintained from the beginning I never wanted to go into hiding, socialise just as I always have and I still can't stress with 3 on the go children and a husband away how important this is but its interesting to realise when my weak moments may be
I don't know, maybe the fact that I have even realised this is a positive!
Or maybe The only point of this post was to keep my fingers busy while my craving went haha!! VX