Feeling good with my eyes and nose wide open
Was at the hospital yesterday getting started with mums 1st session of Chemo. Sitting in the waiting room I had at least 3 cancer patients sit next to me and I could smell smoke coming off them and thought wow thats what I must of smelt like to others, absolutely horrid thought. I watched the way they sat and interacted with others and they were all very edgy, couldnt settle or read a mag ect. I then watched many other cancer patients who were relaxed, reading, chatting and just so at ease with themselves, even the patients with no hair. Its a sad day when you can see that the one thing thats keeping the agitated ones locked into their fear cycle is fags and they cant see it.