Went from hardly thinking of smoking - to non stop wanting to smoke from Friday afternoon till now.
Took the family away for the weekend , to Rosemary hill farm just outside Pretoria - my stepdaughter and her kids wound up " tagging" along and she n my OH smoke it up like a Storm. Every time they lit up I kept thinking I would KILL for a smoke I ever verbalized it a few time only to be met with looks of shock and then told " don't think about it , you doing so well!!"
On a positive note my energy levels where through the roof , and rode non stop with the kids n grand kids ( step grand kids) however the the step doesn't feature ! It amazes me how useless some men can be! Their father is an unemployed layabout who can't look after his family financially and would rather go out with the mates to drink and smoke , than spend a good clean weekend with his kids and family ALL EXPENSES PAID .
It makes me wonder what has become of the modern man are there any men left? Cause my daughters are finding it , hard to find any !
I would even be happy if they just had a BACKBONE !
Any way that's my Sunday night rant n rave STILL DYING FOR A DAMN SMOKE!