When you think that the vast improvement you have already experienced has happened after just 6 days (7 days now in fact :)) just imagine what a difference you will notice after 6 months has passed!
Bet you lose weight too. All that running up & down the stairs is bound to have an effect and you'll be in a tracksuit and doing a 5k run before you know where you are, never mind struggling to walk 100 meters.
Yvonne, don't think of it as a lapse- think of the previous quit as a training run. You will have learned from it and now you can put what you learned into practice and make this the real thing.
If I were you, I should write out your original post and stick it in various places around the house where you will encounter it every day. Ir really can help to do that (a friend of mine who suffers with depression does something similar to boost his self-esteem and finds it works).
Also, post often because we will all be here to help (and there isn't anyone here who won't understand where you're at).
You'll see- all those positive benefits will come flooding back again and will soon outweigh any of the negative things about quitting.
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