I quit 7 weeks ago, my husband was working away and i just thought i don't want to do this anymore, after 20 years of about 20 cigarettes a day. I started with patches and e-cigarette. 3 weeks into those i thought, i don't want these anymore either so stopped, cold turkey. No one told me i was doing well but i thought all was going well, until the last week. My mother-in-law and brother-in-law are the most un-supportive, selfish people i know. In truth they havn't changed a bit, i have, i wasn't smoking and so rather than have a fag and forget about their nastiness (which i might add is unreal, i could write an eastenders plot with these in-laws) the frustration, bewilderment and anger has been building up until i blew. I have been exercising 3 times a week and loving it for the first time in my life and although i knew i was a bit grumpy i didn't think i was that bad.
My husband won't stop smoking in the house and feel he isn't any support either, he just put a fag in my face and told me to smoke it before i did something terrible out of anger........i am so cross with myself for allowing them to bully me into it again and yet he now tells me i don't have to smoke!!!!!! I am so confused and i just want some support.
I have never been prouder of myself than i was for quitting, so here we go again - 2nd attempt but can anyone help with the anger, it is only my in-laws that make me angry - the other 99% of the time i'm a really happy shiny person!