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this was in my mind when i started

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Hi, my friends..

Before six years, When I took first puff from my friend.

My mind said;

"need to taste everything before I die, need to feel evrthing before ending my llife"

I took one puff, very tough to had. 2nd one and third very hard.

So I started this smoking hardly

My mind said;

" I will stop this after 1 year of smoking"

But I didn't stop

My mind said;

"Will stop after two year"

I did'nt

Now 6 years finished,

Trying to stop first time.. and last time..

Decided to stop when I started.

Now I am 22 yrs old

I DONT WANT TO LEAVE LONG

I JUST NEED MY LIFE WITHOUT CIGARETTE

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That sounds familiar to a lot of us!!

Especially the "I'll stop after..."

Well done for stopping sooner rather than later - it is a lot easier when you're early 20's!!

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Hi, my friends..

Before six years, When I took first puff from my friend.

My mind said;

"need to taste everything before I die, need to feel evrthing before ending my llife"

I took one puff, very tough to had. 2nd one and third very hard.

So I started this smoking hardly

My mind said;

" I will stop this after 1 year of smoking"

But I didn't stop

My mind said;

"Will stop after two year"

I did'nt

Now 6 years finished,

Trying to stop first time.. and last time..

Decided to stop when I started.

Now I am 22 yrs old

I DONT WANT TO LEAVE LONG

I JUST NEED MY LIFE WITHOUT CIGARETTE

Definately in agreement there Nikhilbalu :) You're well on your way to becoming free for good!

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