that i havent been around that much lately to offer my support to you all
ive been having alot of personal probs that just keep piling up and my mind is just all over the place
i hate feeling like this and i am trying to come to terms with everything that is going on so even though i may not be posting i still try and pop on to just read the updates of those especially that quit in october as that is the month i quit
even though ive had plenty of occasions to give into the inner smoker telling me one will help :eek:
ive not it is do able to stay quit and i love having the control back of that side to me and i am part of the N.O.P.E group for life
this place and the people on here are a very special bunch and i do appricate all the all the kind words that have helped me in so many ways
dont worry i will return with my cat pics as i know how much everyone loves them
kitten update sadly 3 are leaving us tomorrow to new homes they have been such a joy to see grow and one more is going next weekend
even though i said we werent keeping any of them
one has won my heart over
he is just so adorable and is the grey and white one in the pics i posted i will update some more soon
right im of for now
and remember never ever give up trying to give up not everyone gets there the first or even the 20th time you just have to pick yourself up put that attempt to the back of your mind and try again
take care all x