Well today was hard, It's just been 1 of those horrible days that hit smokers and non smokers. I went out with my mates tonight who all smoke. I was doing ok for along time but then I thought I couldnt cope anymore so I brought a e cig which is probally a bad thing to of done but It had more of a positive effect on me. After I took a few breathes on that It clicked with me that I'm not addicted now..this does nothing for me I don't need it anymore.
It's a tough time in my personal life so many things are changing. My job is coming to a end. I never really liked the people I was hanging around with but today it clicked with me also, Why am I hanging around with these people. When I was smoking and drinking with them it was ok although I still was not enjoying it. Today though I realised I'm ready to move forward with my life in everyway.