OK, very weird today..seems to be between 8am and about 3pm are my worst times, mood really plummets. Had enough today, swear I would have lit up but was at work with no fags. Made peace with myself and my wife that I'd tried my best and when I got home I was going to have a smoke; I was sick of feeling angry, miserable, all the usual. The thought of having a cig when I got home cheered me up no end. So, got home, now about 3.30pm, thought about digging some fags out.....couldn't do it. I just could not bring myself to go through with it. It felt like "well, I feel a bit better now, maybe later? We'll see". Very very strange thing....I was all set to fall off the wagon, so to speak, then when the time came, couldn't! Hopefully this is good! I have no plans to smoke this late in the day, so day seven tomorrow? Mmmm...
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