my whole family have fallen out all because ive got ocd about housework instead of smoking??? hubby doesnt get it as doesnt smoke and never had to give up, twice i have walked out this evening to get smokes and still sat here in boots thinking about going petrol station.
am i being selfish by saying fook you all i have it harder as giving up or am i using it as an excuse?
thing is i can see im being a little selfish but they are not and that just makes me think fook you then i will smoke and then i wont give a shit.
my head hurts and ive got face ache from crying my son is in tears cause he wanted to go to nottingham to see hubby's family tomorrow but i have shoved £20 at hubby and told him to train it cause dont see why i should drive, see selfish as only driver.
just so you know hubby not father to my children. so he may not take child who is upset.
it would be nice to know if there is any of us quitters left as everytime i come on here i seem to see oops i need to start again etc etc
sorry for rant but need help good or kick up butt please