I dont know how I am going to do when my best friend of 15 years dies Booger(funny name I know). I think about it every now and again. He is ok but really shows his age sometimes. This might seem silly but a dog is mans best friend. Same thing goes for any loved ones. I also have Betsey(black one) and Roscoe(brown one). I think Im done with the cigs but anxiety is always showing its ugly head. Its snowing here early. I was getting cabin fever.