Sorry i have been so quite.
Had an unusualy busy weekend proud to say I am on day 43 and still smoke free.
I must admit I still have crave's nothing like the first few weeks LOL, but I find if I have a Drink the Crave's come HARD and FAST.
I nearly smoked on friday, Gail (For the newbies, my OH) had gone to bed it was about 12:30pm and as I went around the house to lock up, low and behold there were Gails smokes on the Tv stand.
At this stage of the evening I was MORE then a little "Piddly" as we had just concluded an "informal" dinner party.
With more than enough Merlot under my belt I eyed out the packet of smokes thought F@#K it, one wont hurt.
Soooo smoke in one hand and Gail's Pink lighter in the other I went round to the pool area put the smoke in my mouth (whilst Guiltily looking from left to right, to see who was looking!!!) then it hit me!!!
I thought ASSH@#$LE what are you doing ? you been drinking and typical man, now you wanna cause KAK (South African Word -Google it)
Put the smoke BACK! empty your wine glass and GO TO BED!!!
So after telling myself off in no uncertain terms, I decided to listen to myself as i have been told on accasion I DO know what I am talking about LOL.
But yea maybe a lesson to "Newbies" it sneaks up on you out of nowhere!
Stay Strong (Sorry for the long post)