Day 24

And I woke up thinking about a ciggie. Thats the first time in a while Ive had an overpowering urge for one. I know some may think this is because Ive cut down on my lozenges but honestly this isnt a crave, its like my mind is having a really hard push for me to start again.

I wont have one, I wont allow myself to and it is only for today after all.

But by God I could kill for one today. I really thought that by now things would be so much easier and then I read posts by people 8/9/10 months down the line and they still want one.

Does this Nicoemon ever shut up and just push off?

Lillie xx

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  • I wont have one, I wont allow myself to and it is only for today after all.

    But by God I could kill for one today.

    That's the lillie we know and love.....:D

    and your right, 'you could kill for one today'..... YOURSELF ! :eek:

    SO TELL THE NICO DEMON TO F *** Off .......:D :D lol

    Jay

    x

  • Hey lillie,

    Think I felt like that somewhere around Day 24/25 so just see it as par for the course.

    And as for that pesky nicodemon, just stare him hard in the eye and say to him 'Shut up and drink ya gin':p He will soon slink off in a huff;)

    Just don't send him round to my house:eek:

    Love,

    Zoe xx

  • Well I went back to sleep, that always helps lol. When I got up I filled a bowl with chopped apple, banana and some blueberries, Im also trying to give up the sweets.

    Im feeling a lot better now.:D I dont know why Nic thinks he can do this to me cos it wont work, Im not having one! Get the message and sling your hook:mad:

    Thanks for the support once again

    Lillie xx

    Just realised I dont like blueberries anymore, they dont taste the same as when I was smoking, actually I couldnt taste them when I was smking:p

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