the weston wheel

[nsd_user663_20978]

OMG went on the big wheel at weston super mare today oh my days i really needed to press the help button i was hyperventalating, almost crying, sweating shaking while my 3 and 10 year old sat there happy as pie looking across the views

it looked sturdy, and like the cars didnt move much before we went on it

how wrong was i

BUT

through this whole ordeal i didnt even think of a cigarette until about 15 mins down the road when i saw a women smoking then the thought that crossed my mind was omg i didnt think about a cigarette i didnt feel like i needed one at all

the moral of this story is u can deal with stress [major major stress] without wanting or needing a cigarette

[nsd_user663_1658]

hahaha laughing because i hate big wheels myself! :D:D the thought makes my legs go funny & my heart race! lol

[nsd_user663_20978]

oh kitkat

it was horrendous i was so scared if it wasnt for the kids i would have been crying my eyes pressing the help button and running for my life the second they opened the doors to let me out

but i had to be brave and set a good example to the kids ended up closing my eyes and snuggling into baby hannah praying for it to end

[nsd_user663_1658]

oh kitkat

it was horrendous i was so scared if it wasnt for the kids i would have been crying my eyes pressing the help button and running for my life the second they opened the doors to let me out

but i had to be brave and set a good example to the kids ended up closing my eyes and snuggling into baby hannah praying for it to end

hahaha! that is so funny, my recentish attempt was the pirate ship! my little boy was actually crying on it! i felt like crying too, but pretended it was all okay! arghhh

[nsd_user663_26699]

Ha ha, that reminds me one time when my son was about four. We went on one of the rides that spins round and round... Making me feel sick to the stomach! My son enjoyed it, but it took me a half an hour to recover!

Alex.

[nsd_user663_20978]

its four days now i have just about calmed down still get a minor panic attack wen i re-live the moment in my head lol