It has been a very stressful week so far. My little boy had major surgery on Tuesday and even though he is home now, he still has a long recovery. Not only that, but we lost our dog yesterday evening, so things have not been great. Even though this has been going on, I have still been able to stay away from the cancer sticks. However, last night I had such a vivid dream that I had smoked 2 fags that when I woke up, I felt as if I was a smoker again and needed a smoke. It really threw me for a bit there, until I had properly woken up and sorted my head out again. All is OK now, but for a while, it really did feel like I had started smoking again.
Yeah, THE BRAIN: your own worst enemy lol.
Just thought I would share that with you all. Everything is back to normal now though and I am glad that it was only a dream.