I dont know what it is and i have not caved in but i am so sleepy, so achy in my head, i cant seem to stay awake and no its not me wanting a cig as i have an Ecig here if i get totally desperate but its not that at all. I just feel really really ill, i have spoken to my Nurse and been advised to only have 1 a day now and see what i am like on Tuesday when i see her but i feel spaced out and i cant drive because i keep sort of shaking. Part of me just says forget the meds and go CT but i dont want to go back i just want to feel normal and TBH i feel dreadful
I am close to tears and i cant focus on anything at all, not even my knitting. Im not tempted to have a fag at all i really dont want one but i do want to stop this blurryness, being uncoordinated and almost falling down the stairs like im drunk.
I think I am going to go CT from tomorrow as i dont think those tablets are helping me at all, i dont feel like me and i want to feel normal again.
Thats it now for those meds i think, if i have to go onto anything then it may have to be patches or something.
I just dont feel right at all