last night I had the dream. I dreamt that I lit a cig and took a puff then was so disgusted that I put it out again. But when I woke this morning it was like the taste was still there and I feel that I am struggling a bit. Until now, I really felt like I could beat the cravings, and I feel like there was never anything too tough. But today I feel like I could happily smoke 100. However, I know that today will pass and I will feel better, I just need to get through the rest of today.
It does not help that I feel like I got out the wrong side of bed this morning and that I am still suffering from this permanent dizziness.
When I went to the Dr, she took my blood pressure and discovered it was high, and I have to go back in 2 weeks time for another. But she never checked anything else or offered any advice on what I can do to make it better.
So today my motto is I WILL NOT CAVE.
Thankyou all for your support - just reading your posts and how you are all gettin on makes me feel better and more determined.
I have been quit for 1 Week, 5 Days, 28 minutes and 16 seconds (12 days). I have saved £84.87 by not smoking 300 cigarettes. I have saved 1 Day and 1 hour of my life.
My Quit Date: 17/10/2010 10:00