I had the dream

[Mmacleod123]

Hi all,

last night I had the dream. I dreamt that I lit a cig and took a puff then was so disgusted that I put it out again. But when I woke this morning it was like the taste was still there and I feel that I am struggling a bit. Until now, I really felt like I could beat the cravings, and I feel like there was never anything too tough. But today I feel like I could happily smoke 100. However, I know that today will pass and I will feel better, I just need to get through the rest of today.

It does not help that I feel like I got out the wrong side of bed this morning and that I am still suffering from this permanent dizziness.

When I went to the Dr, she took my blood pressure and discovered it was high, and I have to go back in 2 weeks time for another. But she never checked anything else or offered any advice on what I can do to make it better.

So today my motto is I WILL NOT CAVE.

Thankyou all for your support - just reading your posts and how you are all gettin on makes me feel better and more determined.

I have been quit for 1 Week, 5 Days, 28 minutes and 16 seconds (12 days). I have saved £84.87 by not smoking 300 cigarettes. I have saved 1 Day and 1 hour of my life.

My Quit Date: 17/10/2010 10:00

[nsd_user663_17057]

Mmac

fortunately our lives are not governed by our dreams, or I would be in all sorts of trouble

My goal each day is not to smoke that day, never mind tomorrow, only today.

At the end of the day I say " I didn't smoke today"

The next morning I say " I will not smoke today"

It works for me

[nsd_user663_9220]

Hi Mmac,

Firstly well done on being 12 days quit.

They always say we dream the opposite, so for you to be dreaming you are smoking it is showing that it is not something you are not actually doing ( so the opposite)

The nico demon has reared its ugly head for you today, i think the dream has triggered this :mad: So stay strong which i know you are from your motto today.

Post away on here if you feel you need to, i know typing helps me over come the urges.

Snow x