Well almost 10 months into my never a blip happy and confident quit....
Spent a week in Tenerife with daughter and parents and spent the whole week wanting a cig. Not just wanting but planning to buy cigs, planning to ask someone for a cig, watching other people smoke and thinking about all the situations I would enjoy a cig in. Flight was awful back desperately wanting a cig feeling like the old Lorna, the desperate a smoke Lorna...I forgot she even existed.
Home now and it still hasn't gone away....how on earth can this happen. Trying to get my head back into non smoking shape but not working so far, even contemplating one of OH rollies....LOL
I WONT SMOKE.....I cant and I wont I have not come this far to throw it away but it shows that no matter how strong we think our quits are it can still come back and bite you on the bum....big style.
Never let your guard down it is still there lurking in the background....looks like I need a big dose of positivity and probably a good run.....lol