hope you are doing well. I am wondering what has happened to Deano and Clarkey. Hope you haven't bailed out!! Anyway, I am hanging on in there at day 15 or 16. Ran out of patches this morning and went to chemist to get some more. But there are no strong ones left. So have to wait till 3.30. They have ordered them for me. This is not ideal and I am feeling a bit jumpy. There are also 2 fags belonging to the bf on the table, but, happy to say, i am not going to smoke them. So pleased with myself that I can be so strong. cos it is tempting. I miss smoking so much. Sorry, but I do. Not all the fags, but the key ones. No amount of brain-washing will convince me that I didn't enjoy those fags.
However, I have accepted my addiction and realise that I cannot allow myself the luxury of the best fags as I would also have to smoke all the rest. Quite simply, I choose not to smoke any at all.
These are the ramblings of a nicotine-starved addict who is swithering under the weight of temptation. I will fight to the death and not give in. Hope you are all doing well.
It is so much better not smoking. Feel healthier, look gorgeous and even my own cooking tastes fab. Highly recommend it!!