It's been awhile since I have posted and of course I have failed, but I'm on day 2 with the patches and I am determined to beat this habit! I'm so scared of course that damage is done and will come to hurt me. I'm 42 and want to get back in shape and stop going back and forth with the quits. I hate my daughter smokes and it's hard to say hmmm you shouldn't be doing that I do it too! So, I am determine to keep these patches on, limit my drinking and chew on straws. My boyfriend quit dipping 2 years ago cold turkey and I totally have respect for anyone that can quit cold turkey, whew I kow I can't way to weak! But I am here AGAIN and I truly want this quit so bad and I think that is a difference is I WANT IT BAD, like no othe rbefore. I'm so scared of getting the C word anything else. I HAVE TO OVER COME THIS DEMON THIS TIME! I have the power and I can't let it control my life anymore!