First day of week 6 and I want to smoke more than any other day so far!! Why?
Nothing's p'd me off today (any more than usual) and it's as miserable as sin outside so I certainly wouldn't choose to be outside tabbin' - but hell yeah, I want one.
Am I punishing myself for having an easy quit so far? Just under 4 weeks on patches and nicotine free for 11 days with no real problem and here I am now obsessed with having 'just one'!!
I see posts on here about people having 'blips' or whatever you wanna call it and hearing how horrible it was and it's reinforced their quit!! I even tell people plenty of times to view their blip as a positive if that's how it's made them feel - I don't really don't need to do this to know how horrid it is.
I've already had a cornish pasty this morning as a little treat to take my mind of it - wish I'd bought 2 now! Gym later I think...
Just needed to write my thoughts down.