day 8 & i tried sucide...again, i overdoased on ibuprofen nrfen for children stuff and im meant to have 3lots of 5.0ml but i took 7 lots of 5.0ml but it didnt work, didnt eat for 19hours until my mates boyfriend forced me to eat after i went to her mum, she was shocked when i told her but yeah has been a dramatic day
Geoff
Hey you, don't think I have replied to you often enough. Sounds like an extremly dram day. Anything I can do to help?
Hey you, don't think I have replied to you often enough. Sounds like an extremly dram day. Anything I can do to help?
been an awaful day and im just my oldself again which i hated
Geoff
not quite sure i understand that, your old self? what is wrong with that?
ok, lets look at the good points, for ever one good point you can name, I will name two.
you start.............
not quite sure i understand that, your old self? what is wrong with that?
ok, lets look at the good points, for ever one good point you can name, I will name two.
you start.............
you dont want to know the old me trust me
the good points of what?
or just good points about anything?
Geoff
well first of all, not knowing the old you, ok don't tell me.
as for good points, well good points about anything, the weather, the global situation, the uk economy, celeb BB, your face, my legs, get the idea.....
as for good points, well good points about anything, the weather, the global situation, the uk economy, celeb BB, your face, my legs, get the idea.....
the wrc starts on valantines day
that an ok start?
Geoff
ok the wrc starts on 14/02/10 how fab is that.
and do you know what else, doi starts this weekend, and Hiro is back this weekend.
ok the wrc starts on 14/02/10 how fab is that.
and do you know what else, doi starts this weekend, and Hiro is back this weekend.
do i add 1 again?
i just stroked the hamster
Geoff
ok then, I stroked the dog, and said hello to the pinot, (i am a poet and I did not know it)
see lots of good things are happening right now.
Tell me Geoff, how do you feel right now?
ok then, I stroked the dog, and said hello to the pinot, (i am a poet and I did not know it)
see lots of good things are happening right now.
Tell me Geoff, how do you feel right now?
happier now
Geoff
good, ok you, I need to love you and leave you. Bed for me. Keep happy, that is all I ask, if you have trouble doing that, spend 2 mins looking around and I bet you will find something to feel happy about. Night, night and God bless.
good, ok you, I need to love you and leave you. Bed for me. Keep happy, that is all I ask, if you have trouble doing that, spend 2 mins looking around and I bet you will find something to feel happy about. Night, night and God bless.
thank you bev
enjoy your sleep, night night and god bless you 2
Geoff
Hi Geoff 
Sorry you felt like this for whatever reason and sorry I wasn't around to help
I'm glad Bev was there for you though
Geoff you really need to stop doing this to yourself it's dangerous to say the least and I'm sure that you don't really want to die
Love
Marg xx
Hi Geoff
Sorry you felt like this for whatever reason and sorry I wasn't around to help
I'm glad Bev was there for you though
Geoff you really need to stop doing this to yourself it's dangerous to say the least and I'm sure that you don't really want to die
Love
Marg xx
hi marg
its alright im not expecting you or really anyone else to be on from 11 - 3am haha
bev was really helpful
i know i need to stop but i didnt wanna live past 13 though
sal has got me to promise her to not do it for her so i accepted
Geoff x
hey geoff,
just seen this. pretty serious stuff.
I'm not sure what it is that you feel so unhappy about, but I have been to some very dark places over the years and so I understand what its like to feel truely hopeless.
I think the turning point for me was waking up in a prison cell after having been arrested for trying to help defend a guy from another man who had just stabbed a man in the neck with a knife from a kebab shop in south london at 2 am on a friday night.
When I got out next day I went to have a pint with my best mate and before I could even tell him what a bad night I'd had, he told me that last night he had gone down to Battersea park with a stanley knife and was just about to slit his wrists when a police car came into the park and shone his lights on my best mate. He panicked and ditched the knife and ran off.
I was seriously shocked that weekend and it made me realise that although life was hard, I didnt want to be locked up for life from doing something stupid or did I want to see my best friend commit suicide.
Life is precious. you only get one.
if you need someone to talk to then you can PM me. You can also call NHS direct for advice anytime.
hang in there.
hey geoff,
just seen this. pretty serious stuff.
I'm not sure what it is that you feel so unhappy about, but I have been to some very dark places over the years and so I understand what its like to feel truely hopeless.
I think the turning point for me was waking up in a prison cell after having been arrested for trying to help defend a guy from another man who had just stabbed a man in the neck with a knife from a kebab shop in south london at 2 am on a friday night.
When I got out next day I went to have a pint with my best mate and before I could even tell him what a bad night I'd had, he told me that last night he had gone down to Battersea park with a stanley knife and was just about to slit his wrists when a police car came into the park and shone his lights on my best mate. He panicked and ditched the knife and ran off.
I was seriously shocked that weekend and it made me realise that although life was hard, I didnt want to be locked up for life from doing something stupid or did I want to see my best friend commit suicide.
Life is precious. you only get one.
if you need someone to talk to then you can PM me. You can also call NHS direct for advice anytime.
hang in there.
hi bman, im sorry to hear what happend to you and your mate
your right you only do get 1 life
cheres mate
Geoff
this is something I was sent by someone yesterday. Its written by a 90 year old lady.
I normally delete this kind of thing but after reading all the points and not really being able to disagree with any of them I kept it.
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland,Ohio
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written.
My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16.. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy
childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words :
'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything.. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come...
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift."
Geoff I am so sorry you felt so bad. Please will you go and speak to your doctor, don't want anything to happen to you by mistake.
Thoughts are with you, take care.
Jackie
2nd Attempt - day 90
day 8 so moved to here lol
Day 8 and feeling GREAT!!
