OK let me start by saying I manage and work behind the bar at a very busy well known restaurant in the french Quarter in New Orleans. It was Super busy night and right in the middle I climbed up a ladder to get a bottle of Jameson's. The top step on the ladder was about at 5 feet which is the step I had climbed to. After gettin to the top of the ladder and grabbing the bottle the ladder collapsed, I'm not a small guys so it did so very fast. It caught another bartender and clipped him on top of me. Ok before I go further I'm fine and so is the other bartender but was and am in a lot of pain . At any rate he ended up up top of me and this happened in a very small service bar and if I wasn't a lucky bastard I would have broken a leg. I laid on the floor with my leg hurting like hell for few minutes, my first thought wasn't my leg or about my fellow workers well being, it was about smoking and that this situation would give me the excuse to smoke. After finishing the night and leaving work I had sometime to think this out and was totally pissed at the thing that made me actually think that way. Anyway i really wanted to share this with everyone here. Lately I've had a bunch of cravings and I've been able to not smoke. For some reason it's getting tougher and tonight did not help. I had a thought tonight I don't really want a cigarette I want not to want it or to think about it which I seem to be doing more often for some reason. Any How this is just a rant and a rave to bounce a really strange night off of you guys.