I know you're all thinking day1, should I be on day 14!! Well as some know I was not well last time and last week I was hit hard by 2 medical problems. And with being so freaked out and reconsidering everything in life (at 20 I never thought I would have to do it) I smoked 5 cigarettes Since Monday. I am so disgusted with myself as I now have to go through everything again. But I know I can do it. I really want to do it and this time I am more determined. I remember the Sister at my Gp's asking if over the next 6 weeks I had anything stressful coming up and I happily said "no".... How wrong was I . 34 hours in hospital over the space of 3 days could have planned itself till I had done 6 weeks or so... No impressed with that Hehe.
So I am now counting Today as being day 1. I have been up since 6am and not had a fag, no patches either (yes I had a reaction to both brands)
Not thinking about tomorrow, just going to take each day. All dr.s have given me an all clear for 6 months so i think thats plenty of time to stick the fags.
Anyone else here failed after really wanting to give up?? Send your stories this way
Love Aimz x x