Eek! I am now an alchoholic!! Managed the worst depressive stage the other day but am struggling with the alchohol - seems like I want to replace one addiction with another. Had a night with sister and her smoking didn't bother me but ended up totally out of it on the wine. Strange how the booze has affected me since the quit but it's drawing me so much that it's a worry.
Looks like I'll have to pack it in as well as the fags and I don't do no vices!!!
This happened last time I packed in (9 months). Jogging round park twice a day, healthy eating, no spliffs, no alcohol, no men (eeek!) and ended up wondering where the slob I'd grown to love and hate was? Spent all my adult life smoking and it's part of me and hard to give that up - not the fags - it's just weird that's all.
Sorry to be whinging all the time - erm.. one good thing I look better without the fags despite being totally messed up - happy days.