Hi guys, well here i am back at the start again and im determind not to balls it up this time!,
At least now i am prepared and armed with the knowledge that even after three months, temptation will be lurking in the background.
I also am going to try and figure out some new coping techniques, so that if problems arise for me i will not succumb again.
I must admit things still rnt good on the homestead, but im not adding to my troubles destroying myself with smoking.
Totally off subject but i find it funny that i started back on the fags and i have had tingly teeth again, maybe a coincidence? hmmmmm will know for sure if it subsides in the next few days.
Anyways im glad to be back guys, although i wish it were under different circumstances, but never mind!
ps- just wanna thank every1 for their kind words and support on my "sorry guys" thread, it gave me a real boost and encouraged me loads, so cheers peeps!