This morning (or rather last night) I have quit smoking.
The first time I tried this, I lasted 1.5 days - not good!
The second time, I lasted 3 weeks, then went on a night out - and that was the end of that!
This was 18 months ago, and now I have quit for my 3rd and final time.
I have now quit for my 3rd and final time.
I really really want to succeed this time - I'm sick of smoking. It costs me too much money, it's ruining my health, and it's a total inconvenience to me.
I'm 21 years old and have smoked since I was 14. Yikes!
Anyway, my main stumbling block seems to be that I'm actually scared to quit!
I've been doing it so long, I feel as if it's part of me, and that I'm losing a little bit of myself when I lose my cigarettes! I worry people won't like this 'new' me - and I know this is very childish, but what if they think I'm boring cos I no longer smoke!
I'm the only one of my friends who smoked anyway, but it was kind of the only naughty thing I did.
Does anybody else feel like this, or am I just a total fruit loop?!