i am quite convinced that i am not going to smoke again, after the stressful evening i had last night. on the up side Arsenal won.
The downside is my ex has threatened to throw our 17 yr daughter out of the house she lives in, my daughter is in Cardiff at the moment working with the BBC on dr who and she is due back at college begining of sept but she wants to stay in cardiff carry on working with the bbc and maybe take a year off get a job fulltime, she wants to do a prostetics course @ college in London as she wants to do make up for tv and film. My x cant seem to let go and forgets my daughter (Jade) is 17 and can do what she wants. I spoke to Jade she his morning she was upset and her mum told her she was a f*cking disappointment and she was going to throw all her clothes out unless she comes home and goes back to college, my daughter wants to come and live with me now. I am hoping that my x calms down and they sort this out, now if i was still a smoker i would have been puffing away like a trooper, and i wasnt even tempted didnt even think of having a smoke
Sorry for the rant just makes me really stressed and NO i dont want a ciggy