Posted a couple of times earlier in the week. Now on day 6 of non-smoking (using patches & inhaler when removing patch). I just wondered if anyone else feels a bit 'lost'? I went out last night to a BBQ at my sisters house (no-one else smokes) but I felt like a different person. I was drinking red wine - as usual! - but I didn't feel like me - like I'd had a sense of humour bypass or something. Me & my partner left quite early - just had to go for some reason and I ended up ringing my sister to apologise. She was fine but I just wondered when you start feeling like your old self again... please tell me it does happen eventually!! Then to make matters worse, I watched the programme about the man who did from Alzheimers and blubbed all the way through. Then slept badly as per usual. Help!!!!!!!