In 2016 I was diagnosed with non Hodgkin lymphoma stage 3. I went on watch and wait and 7 months later everything went crazy. In sept 2016 i on chemo which shrunk the one lymph node. Great, but I still feel like crap. Now I am doing maintenance for 2 years. The thing is I see people on here and others that have basically the same as me and they can continue with their lives like they did before. Me on the other hand was approved for permanent disability. I had a job that I loved and now I can't even be active very long before I have to sit and rest. I guess I just don't understand why I can't bounce back. I miss my life and my job. Thanks for listening and if anyone has any suggestions or comments I would appreciate hearing what you have to say.