Hi,
I have posted here, now I see 5 months ago. The crux of the issue was, back then, I was having lightheadedness, off-balance feeling (positive Romberg test), extreme fatigue, many hours even several days in bed, left foot tingling, radiating to the right, and also tingling face/toes/ tongue, left side weakness, difficulty with speech, weak extremities and nausea, constipation, bladder issues, etc, etc. Textbook MS symptoms. BTW I only googled MS after my second neurology visit.
So, I tried hard to make my PCP refer me to a neurologist (though we pay them a lot still we have to convince them, and he made me take mental therapy before any neuro referral and seen a neurologist after 4 months of insisting. CAT scan okay, MRI of the brain report: " Foci of increased T2/FLAIR signal in the white matter which are nonspecific but likely sequelae of chronic ischemia. Following contrast, no abnormal enhancement." Blood work all normal, work-up normal (per neuro).
At that point, I posted on this forum, as I was trying to find why the neuro was reluctant to order Spinal MRI to further investigate and instead, she cleared me neuro-wise and referred me to ENT for balance issues, as if all my symptoms were okay. Few friends here urged to change the neuro while some others told I was overthinking; all I took with respect and appreciation.
So, I opted for change and scheduled with an "MS" specialist. Though she is a bit vague, she noted the brain MRI is concerning! (" Foci of increased T2/FLAIR signal in the white matter which are nonspecific but likely sequelae of chronic ischemia. Following contrast, no abnormal enhancement.")
So, I proceeded with a spinal MRI (neck + spine) and a lumbar puncture, both came unremarkable, she also continued with several other blood work (D B vitamins.) and also an EMG (for ruling out peripheral neuropathy). I also saw an eye doctor to check my optic nerves, that was also normal...All good...and that was a relief as I convinced myself I was really overthinking. I started using Gabapentin for tingling and Meclizine for balance, that I must confess, did not helped me...Yet the MS specialist never cleared me from MS, and it is very disturbing to see R/O MS (ruling out MS) at the top of each of her assessments...I will see her again in November and she will schedule another brain MRI next year March. All sound good, no? Indeed no.
As of mid-July, my symptoms are back, as if I am having this notorious MS recurrence, though this time they are less severe. Lightheaded, left foot tingling, some balance issues, headache, sleepiness, weak and nimb extremities and fatigue. I reached to the MS neuro, she basically recommended Gabapentin and Meclizine again, and told I can schedule if further discussion is needed (she has no slots until October)
I do everything to avoid the symptoms (exercise, plant-based whole-food diet, Pilates, yoga, stress management etc.) I am a male of 47 and I have been tobacco and alcohol free all my life. Yet it looks like I have no control over this condition, and this makes me much nervous. Plus, I got this impression (true or not) from the MS neuro that she is waiting for the second MRI and would call it MS with further brain lesion activity, regardless of the rest assuring tests.
Finally, the ENT I saw offered starting "vestibular migraine" tests, evaluation as some of my symptoms intersect but they do not overlap. Before getting back to this forum again, I was thinking on giving the "vestibular migraine" tests a shot, as I was reassured with all the negative tests although MRI was not unremarkable.
So, I read on this forum about people diagnosed eventually with MS, ONLY with BRAIN lesions, and with the absence of negative tests. And I think it makes some sense, bearing in mind all the symptoms ppl have must have a reason.
Indeed, I am sick and tired of all this hospital engagement, the money spent, the burden of living with all these symptoms and more recently the uncertainty. Even now my hands are numb and feet tingling.
Could you pls share ideas on the likelihood of MS? Or how bad can it be with only brain lesions?
And if you think I should really pursue the vestibular migraine option?
I know it does not make much sense to ask here, but still, it may help and give some comfort to hear some thoughts from you all.
Thank you and hoping best of health for all.
PS. I was planning to get back here to write on my "overthinking" to help people having MS anxiety and hopefully that would be the topic for my next post.