G'day to "YOU", Happy thoughts and smiles to "YOU". Perhaps "YOU" might find a way to make today easier on yourself. Exercise of some sort is a good idea. Relapsing-Remitting ms (RRms) probably has not taken everything away from "YOU". Try some exercise ,let the endorphins flow. Try hard to find some joy and remember "YOU" are not as alone as "YOU" might think.
Royce